There are moments I feel resentment.
Not because someone wronged me.
But because I gave away my power.
I’ve lost myself before slipping into someone else’s frame of reality.
Easily influenced by women who knew how to speak with certainty.
Easily influenced by other men, mentors, and teachers because they sounded sure, even when I knew deep down my truth was stronger.
And still… I abandoned my own voice.
Stayed in rooms I outgrew.
Kept investing in coaches I no longer aligned with.
Held onto teachings that no longer served me because I didn’t trust myself to keep going without them.
But now?
I see that resentment as a blessing.
Because every time I gave my power away, it showed me what I had to reclaim.
It exposed the cracks in my frame.
And it forced me to become a man who knows exactly what his truth is.
Everything in this world is just a story.
That’s one of the most powerful principles I live by.
Every belief.
Every ideology.
Every “truth” you’ve been handed.
It’s all just perspective… until you decide what version of reality actually serves you.
You are allowed to question everything.
You’re allowed to let go of teachings you’ve outgrown.
You’re allowed to stop living through someone else’s lens.
That doesn’t mean they’re wrong.
It means you’re ready to step into your own direction.
Because at the end of the day, there is no “right or wrong.”
There’s only what’s useful to the man you’re becoming.
Real transformation is when belief becomes embodiment.
When you rewrite your inner story and it starts to show up in:
- The way you speak
- The way you move
- The way you decide
- The women you attract
- The income you create
- The energy you carry everywhere you go
That’s not magic.
That’s the subconscious taking the lead.
So if you feel stuck right now, good.
That just means it’s time to build new beliefs and align them with the external reality you actually want.
Not what your ex wants.
Not what some influencer said.
Not even what I think is best.
But what’s real, aligned, and powerful for you?
That’s why I created Divine Alchemy.
Not to give you a rigid path.
Not to turn you into a clone of me.
But to help you build a stronger internal reality and walk it into the world like a f*cking man.
We don’t just journal and talk.
We build belief systems that match your mission.
And we walk through resistance together until your life catches up to your mindset.
You don’t need to become perfect.
You just need to stop lying to yourself.
Because your life will reflect the story you’re living by, consciously or not.
Much love,
Shawn “Sheshn” Heshmatpour
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